i am no garbage

Monday, August 16, 2010

do you remember our moments , mother??
we've had it all , right mother??
we use to spent our days and nights together
in fact we've been through so much together
the joy , the pain , the laughter even the cries
i just miss the moments mother

well now i'm here mother
but only theres so much difference now
my days and nights are accompanied by complete silence
all i can here are the sound of the breeze
only at times i can hear the birds chirping and dogs barking
but when i do my hopes are up-high
i thought we were going to do things together again
you know..like we used to

why do i feel cold in a moment and hot the next moment
am i alright mother??
hope i'm not getting sick or something
cause i don't want to burden you
not on my early days
don't i??
in fact i remembered you once scolded me when i hurt you bad
remember those??
i was so sorry mother
it's just that..sometimes i get to excited

we used to spend times together but why now i don't feel you anymore
we used to share our moments
but now all i feel is only loneliness
we used to be best friends
for i listen to everything you have to say
but now i don't even hear the sound of you breathing

do you hate me??
have i done anything wrong??
forgive me if it is my mistake mother
don't leave me
especially since we've been together for nine months mother
not now mother
i am so attached to you mother
please mother

mother please
at least not now
not when i am born to the world
not when i had the chance to see you
oo please mother
why on earth are you doing this to me mother??
after all the times we've shared
now you're throwing me away from your life
how could you mother??
where are all the motherly instinct you had before??

please mother
i'm not a garbage that you can throw me
i'm valued mother
i'm a human being
God created me
i'm apart of you and him too
i'm alive
for you made the decision to have me

things do change
right mother??

at least answer me this mother
why now??
why not then??

just look at this..aren't they adorable??how could you dispose something as adorable as this??
you're no human for doing such thing as that..

18 heart throbbing words:

Hamzah Ian said...

nape la ko suke ckp omputih.. aku tak paham.. sob2

Hezesuze said...

tu ler skrg nie weols takut ler ngan kes2 buang bayi nie...almost hari2 ada kes buang bayi nie...

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

@Hamzah Ian
sbbnye rmai sgt2 b'blog dlm bahasa melayu~
so tue buat english~

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

tue la psl~
seolah2 x hargai kurniaan ALLAH kan~
buang plak lps da ngandung lame2~
pelik tol~
klo da xnk awl2 cekla sblm jd~

Hamzah Ian said...

hahah.. bagus!!! pop-out window mmg best!!! takde refresh 2 kali..

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

@Hamzah Ian
okay incik hamzah~
pe cite plan nk buke skali??

Hamzah Ian said...

entah la.. saper lagi yg on ni???

b.r.u.t.a.l.s.o.l.o said...

teringat mak gua kat kampung

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

@Hamzah Ian
ntahla...ko on ker?
klo on orait ar tue~

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...


Hamzah Ian said...

aku on je.. tp takkan aku sorang laki kan..hahaha

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

@Hamzah Ian
ko ajk la sesape~

Hamzah Ian said...

haha.. bereh...

ilyana said...

luv this..touching =)

u changed ur background right and the ladies with black dress is also new rite..hehe..nice

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

u noticed eh~
terharu rase~

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

@Hamzah Ian
pape nnt roger2 k~

Rina (◕‿◕)✿ said...

sedih pun ade...comel...sggup dibuang T__T

.:|kamaryeah|:. said...

@Rina (◕‿◕)✿
blh dikatakn almost everyday ade~
kes mcm nie berleluasa~
T_T too~


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